I Wish You Would Come Closer And Hold Me

Hello old lovers of mine, my little boy wishes of fortune's kissesNow dreams cast asideIn the fading light your crown of thorns becomes a halo of branching hornsAnd yet so beautiful

I Wish You Would Come Closer and Hold Me

The story featured Sam (or the character who would become Sam), a hapless employee who gets repeatedly attached by monsters-werewolves, vampires, zombies, for really no reason. Like I said, it was a really bad story. And I forgot about it. Well, sort of. I kept playing around with the idea--making changes and what not...until I was back in college (I did go back) and I needed to write a short story. The story was called Zombie Burger, and it was only slightly less awful than the first one. But it now had Ramon, Frank and Brooke, though they had different names (except Frank) and Plumpy's blew up at the end. My teacher said it could be a novel and I told him that I didn't think there was much there. And there really wasn't with the way I had written it. But it helped get me into graduate school where I was able to figure out how to make it better.

I didn't feel much pressure at all to be honest. This book was my thesis project and I didn't think anyone would see it--there's a sense of freedom in that. That being said, I still don't feel too much pressure. When it comes to picking mythology it depends a lot on what I need for the story--what works with the world I'm building. Sometimes--especially if the mythology is obscure--I leave it as is. Most readers won't know what it is so it's unnecessary to dress it up. Other times, like with the pukis (James) the mythology is vague. So I get to make up the things that I need/want about it. And still other times I don't find a creature I need so I make something up to fit the story or an element of the story. Writer's are like magpies and we build our nests out of whatever is handy at times.

I was dumped by my gf of three years out of the bloom, just after an amazing period in which we were really happy, at least in the surface, i guess yes there were problems like in all relationships but i thougt we were working them out activley since we had stablished a policy to communicate and solve our issues. It went down really fast and she was super determiend, also it was just as I i took a job in wich I have to travel for a month an a half, i feel terribly sad and i loved her fondly and still cant belive she came to this determination so fast, only after a week i started this job. I tried to make her reconsider her determination but the only thing i foud was more sadnees an determination to never see me again. I am also really frustrated, disaponted and angry at her since she could not whait a month so i came back from this important job oportunity, now i feel like sh** in a job that should have gone perfectly ok, i am fighting now to find the strenght to overcome this pain and do an excelent job, I feel like she was too strategic of when to end this better for here, since im nowere close but left me in an unknown enviroment and important setting in which i needed to be at my best. We had an age diference she 30 me 25. She said that she came to a point in which she felt that she needed to grow and could not whait for me no more which makes it even harder to digest, and also that our love was just based on needenes and dependence. I have moments of peace over the day but mostly I am living in an emotional rolercoaster, i feel like a drama queen some times, since i have thought the comedown throug many times and talked to 4-5 friends and my mom, reaching the conclusion i have to let her go, only to find myself holding a secret hope that she will make up her mind or some how il get her back. Added to all this mess i foud some extremlely enticing mesages of her and other guy in the computer on one night i was at home town from the job, of her shearing some hot pictures just one night before our break up and talking to the guy before also, yes y violeted her privacy and i am sorry really sorry for that but truly i had no answers as for way she suddenly change so drasticly her mind about us since only tow weeks before we were having a really good time working together in photography projects and planing for the future, other that eh ones she mentioned that seemed so general i could not take them seriously enough, yes at some levevel we were not fully independent a so ther was yes some needenes and dependece on the relationship but im shure it was not at all the definig factor of our dyniamic or at lest i think that myself, for the age diference an her telling i was holding her back i find the claim kind of baffling since i was very very supportive of her plans an future desires, but one thing there was an issue at is economic independence, I was just starting to work my way up while she is already established a reputation and has a sort of constant work income, wedding photograper. I feel i was a rock for her when she strated to work and grow to become succesfull but now i feel she left me alone when im about to start to cath her in this respect, so yes i acknowledge that there is indeed at least an economic gap. But her saing she was hold up by me on her growing and facing life still is a wierd too me, i did no more than help her when i could and was available. If there is anyone whith some insight into my story it wold be gratley apreciated thanks and good luck every one.

I have just been dumped from a very close friendship of 13 years. In that time i saw him through many hard times. He battled with depression,money worries,life in general. I stood by him when no one else would be his friend.He had an alcohol problem as well.I sorted his house out and made it liveable.I sat late at night and listened to all his worries.In short i was his rock,he told me he loved me and i him.He managed to get his drinking under control.Started to go out and suddenly has a girlfriend,practically moved into the house that i put right for him. I loved (love) him very much,but suddenly was dismissed from his life without warning.I was even going round cleaning and tidying unaware she was coming round later,We have been together for so long that i feel bereft , there is nothing i can do,life does not feel worth living,but i will carry on. I have no wish for revenge or to cause trouble.I just feel so upset that he could just change on me so suddenly and let me down so badly.He feels he has done nothing wrong.We have been through so much,how could he?

ABIGAIL: Gah! I'd almost forgot how strong you are, John Proctor! PROCTOR, looking at Abigail now, the faintest suggestion of a knowing smile on his face: What's this mischief here? ABIGAIL, with a nervous laugh: Oh, she's only gone silly somehow. PROCTOR: The road past my house is a pilgrimage to Salem all morning. The town's mumbling witchcraft. ABIGAIL: Oh, posh! (Winningly she comes a little closer, with a confidential, wicked air.) We were dancin' in the woods last night, and my uncle leaped in on us. She took fright, is all. PROCTOR, his smile widening: Ah, you're wicked yet, aren't y'! (A trill of expectant laughter escapes her, and she dares come closer, feverishly looking into his eyes.) You'll be clapped in the stocks before you're twenty. He takes a step to go, and she springs into his path. ABIGAIL: Give me a word, John. A soft word. (Her concentrated desire destroys his smile.) PROCTOR: No, no, Abby. That's done with. (I.173-180)

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From now on, therefore, we regard no one according to the flesh. Even though we once regarded Christ according to the flesh, we regard him thus no longer. Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come. All this is from God, who through Christ reconciled us to himself and gave us the ministry of reconciliation; that is, in Christ God was reconciling the world to himself, not counting their trespasses against them, and entrusting to us the message of reconciliation. Therefore, we are ambassadors for Christ, God making his appeal through us. We implore you on behalf of Christ, be reconciled to God. ...

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